*~Hate That I Love You~*

C R A N K
it
Jessie

im loving this. ive read this be4 on the other w/s. anyway.. crank it?? is that it??

whatever it. keep going!!!!

Today is the first day of school and I couldn't be more happy cause I look good. I cant wait to see my friends to see my new hair cut and color that i got yesterday. I got it cut to my shoulders and it's a chocolate brown color. I have on a purple top with a yellow jacket over it with matching shorts. I hade pumps on too and silver hoop earings on. Im in my room listening and singing to my radio.

"I love it when you grind on me, when you put it right on me. all the faces that you make, all the noise you create when you put a little umph in it thats when I lose control, when you put a little umph in it stop squeezing and you wont let go can you put a little bit umph in it"

I turn and I see Farrah, Felica and Jhene standing by my door and they start to sing

"Keep telling me how much you love me when you put a little umph in it"

I join in

"Can you put a little umph in it oh"

We stop singing and start laughing. I walk over to them

"All yall look nice"

"So do you" Farrah said

"Are yall ready to go"

"No" Felicia said

All three of there faces droped

"whats wrong" I said concerned

farrah comes and puts her around me

"Girl we have something to tell you"

She sits me down on my bad and sits next to me and Jhene and felica comes and stands on both sides of me

"Ciara i dont know how to tell you this" Felicica said

"Tell me what, yall are scaring me"

Farrah took a deep breath then said,

"Chris has a girlfriend"

"Yall quit playin"

"We're not" Jhene said

"Yall are serious"

"Yes, we wanted to tell you before you and Chris fucked or something" Farrah said

Well it's to late for that

"Plus she's goin to our school" Jhene said

"What, i gotta look at this chick everyday...did yall meet her"

"Yes" Felica said

"Well how is she"

"This b!tch is off her rocker" Farrah said

"She's always saying something negative about somebody" Jhene said

"She keeps calling me a America's Next Top Model reject" Felicia said

"She's always critizing the was I eat" Farrah said

"She keeps telling me that i need to embrace my asian heritage, im not even asian im japenese"

Jhene is black,native american and japanese

"Wow she's all that"

"And more" Felicia said

Now Chris had his fair share of wack girls like the one that was so light skin I called her light bright then there was the girl with the nappy red weave braids and then there was the gitl who wore wigs and one day it fell off. So how bad could this new b!tch be.

WOW
No..Yes
CRANK ITz!

its chris though lol

no u weren't suppose to give in

I dont even care about the party anymore. I go up to my room. I was sitting up on my bed watching t.v. when i hear my door crck open and i turn and see Chris's head poked thew the door

"Welcome back"

"Dont come in here case i dont wanna talk to you"

He didnt listen to me. He came and shut my door back

"What did i do now"

"It's not what you did its what you didnt do, all up in that dumb tricks Kiely's face like she's more important than me"

"I since jealousy"

"What the fu(k ever"

He comes and sits next to me

"Im sorry"

I get close to his face to the point the are noises are touching

"You can take your apolgy and stick it up your ass"

"Yeah ima bout to stick something in you"

"Your not gonna do nothing with all those people down stairs"

"Watch"

I was under the covers so he lifts it up and climbs on top of me and starts kissing me. I didnt want him ti think that he can get it anytime that he feels like it. I push him off of me

"Whats the problem" He said like i was crazy

"Why should i do anything with you when you can call Kiely to do it"

He laughed

"whats so funny"

He ignored me and takes his shirt off

"What are you doin, i said were not doin nothing"

"I know but you really didn't mean it"

"Yes I did"

"Really"

"Yes"

He kissis me on my neck

"Chris"

He kisses me in the mouth. Aw what the hell. I would be lieing if i said that i didnt want it just as bad as he do. He undoes my skirt and slid them off. I laid back on the bed. He gets on top of me and takes off my shirt. Everything else was off in a matter of seconds

********

"Ah Chris" I moaned

He was banging the fu(k outta me. Is this his way of showing me how much he missed me

"What baby you want me to stop"

"No go harder"

He put my one leg up around his shoulder and did as i said

"Aw shit" Thats what he says when hes about to bust a nut..we both cum

He gets off of me and lays beside me and put his arm around me

"Damn Chris you couldn't wait for another minute"

"Shut up"

"Im just playing with oyu, so what are you gonna do now go back to Kiely"

"Yes"

"Fuck you Chris"

"we just got doin that or do you wanna do it again"

"No...yes"

do i have to say what we did next

lol chris wrong for that

dAMN SIN LOL
But chris is an Dumb a$$ UGH!
CRANK IT

lol

O M G
CHRIS IS AN ASSHOLE
I HOPE HE CATCH AN STD
CRANK IT!

Ciara

"Ah it feel so good to be back" I said as i entered the airport.

I had just got off the airplane from Georgia. Summers over and school starts in two days. I cant wait to see everybody and i really cant wait to see Chris. I saw my mom and i ran over to her and gave her a hug.

"Mom you dont know how good it feels to be back"

"Well im glad your back, how was your flight"

"Alright"

"You meet any boys this summer"

"Mom you know thers only one boy for me in my eyes"

"Oh that boy with the long teeth"

"Mom!"

My mom is always crakin jokes on somebody

"YOu ready to go"

"Yeah"

**********

I step into my house and all the lights are off so i fliped the switch.

"Surprize!" Everyone jumped out and shouted.

I cant beleive that they thrown me a surprize party and everybody was here that i know from school.

"All this for me" I said cheesy

"Your friends wanted to do something for you" My mom said

Felisha, Farrah and Jhene come up to me and they all hug me.

"Aw girl we are so happy that your back" Farrah said

Farrah been my b!tch since the 7th grade. Out of all of us Farrah has the most meat on her bones. She's not fat just a little thicker then the rest of us. I met Jhene last summmer and she's been my girl since and Felicia is my cousin.

"You ready to go back to school" Jhene asked me

"Hell no"

"Nobody is" Farrah said

"But when we do we got to get it poppin cause we're seniors" Felicia said

"Hell yeah" Me Farrah and Jhene said

"I thought that this was a party right" I said

"Right" All three of them said

"Then lets get it poppin"

The party finally starts and i was having fun but then i stated to wonder where Chris is. I spot him and he's talking to the same girl that me and him was agruing about before i left. I wanna go over there and break it up but this is my party and im not gonna let Chris's mchorny a$$ ruin me from having a good time at my own party.

*******

I cant take this nomore. Chris been talking to that girl for over 15 min. He hasnt even said hi or welcome back to me. Does he know that he's at my house, does he even know that im here at all. He hasnt even looked my way. I hate when he does that. My night is offically ruined. I dont even care about the paty nomore

lol
no love on my end but will see

awww, i smell love in the air!
lol
so cute!

thanks
i hope i does too cuz after 2 days of beggin and whinin i finally gave him and decied that i can give him a chance instead of waitin on some nigga that cant choose who he wanna be with

aww that is sooo cute!
i hope it goes well

i done fell so many times
but this time i have someone who will never let my feet touch the ground...i feel so much better than i do for the past few days

GIRL ITS LIKE
I WONDER HOW LONG
I'LL BE FALLIN
B4 I HIT THE BOTTOM?

girl u are so right bout that jumping off part
u kno its stupid but u do it anyway

CHRIS KNOW HE WRONG
SMH
CIARA GIRL
U CAN DO BETTER
BUT HEY LOVE IS ONE
HELL OF AN ADDICTION!
LOVE IS LIKE JUMPIN OFF A BUILDING
...
IT DOESNT HURT UNTIL IT ENDS
--WELL MOST TIMES
LOL

C R A N K
I T ! ! !

thanks

Cute siggy!

i did

go to your profile
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sya my siggy wont show
how do i make it show

Aww shes wifey
CRANK THIS!!!

Chapter 1: Somethings Never Change

Ciara

"Ciara why are you coming at me withh this dumg bull shit" Chris yelled at me.

We are in the school hallway and we're arguing as asual about Chris and some other girl as always. It never gets old.

"Oh so it's all b.s." I yelled at him

"Yes"

"I found out that your fucking another girl and all you can say is that it's bull shit"

"You know what Ciara I can fu(k who ever i wanna fu(k and you cant tell me nothing cause your not my girlfriend"

Ouch! Damn Chris tell me how you really feel

"You know what your so right"

I walk away

Ever since me and Chris met we had this love hate realationship. One day we're cool with eachother and the day we're at eachothers throughts. Now dont get me wrong I lovve Chris and thats the problem cause he knows it and its not fair how he takes advantage of the fact that i love him beyond the reason why. Chris and I could have got together a long time ago but there is one good reason why we are not, we cant stand eachother

Chris

"It's open" Ciara yelled.

I open her bedroom door and i see her packing her clothes into a suitcase. She's leaving today to spend the summer with her dad in Georgia. She looked up at me with this pissed look on her face.

"I thought that since today was the last day of school it would be the last day i see you" She said angry

"Aww your words mean so much to me"

"What do you want Chris"

"I wanted to say that i wa sorry about what happened earlier"

"There no need to do that"

"Ciara I know you like an open book, your still mad at me"

"Whatever"

""Are you gonna try and leave here being mad at me all summer"

"I dont know maybe"

She gets off the floor and walks over to me.

"Im tryna get ready to leave so you should just go"

"Not until you give me a kiss"

She pushes me in the hallway

"Ha im not your girlfriend remember"

She slams her door in my face. Now i feel like slaming that broad. I go downstairs to the front door cause i was gonna leave when,

"Chris"

I turn around and Ciara walks over to me and gives me a passionate kiss. She pulled way from me cause she knew if it went further she would be up against the wall.

"See you in August" She said

She went bach up starir and i left. Ciara is like the best thing to happen to me then she's the worst. On one side she is so annoying with that insacureness when it comes to me and other females and it gets me mad as hell but then she kisses my lips and all of a sudden i forget that i was upset, i cant remember what she did and i hate it. The reality of it is that im the sh!t so why do i want one girl when i can have them all justby looking at them. But Ciara should know that she's wifey all day